Secret

Haven't seen him in the past few days
But I see him in my head now, anyways
I miss him so very much
I wish he knew how much....
I remember that very night
That night I felt so much life (when I probably shouldn't have)
I gave the little girl a piggy back ride up the stairs
As he watched me, I felt him watch me............
I watched her as she banged on a drum in one of those bean bag chairs.


Later he came up, and peered through the door,
I didn't have to look up when he did, I felt him there at the door
Caught me red handed as I thought I might sing a bit, sing a little love song....
(Oh, but I decided against it.......... Even when he was gone.)
I put the microphone down my face dropped
I knew I couldn't with him there, so instead I silently sobbed
But his eyes looked on, looked on me without seing the tears through my wall

He left and when I came back he had his red rose in his hand
His rose in hand, rose in hand, in hand
The one I gave everyone from the start, the one everyone threw away (But him)
He smiled at me peculiarly which made me wonder....... which made me wonder.....
which made me wonder............ does he know my secret?

Momentous

Cherish the moment, all ye that live
Cherish the moment like I once did.

Cherish the moment, sweet or sour
Savor each second, each minute, each hour.

Cherish the moment, go on, what do you have to lose?
Just the crying of your mother, just the sunny day to muse

Yes, cherish the moment like I once did
Maybe you'll learn more from it and have a chance to live.

Breaking in the Dark

Darkness swallows all
As I sit here, it consumes me;
I watch my bestfriend with him,
Whispering sweetly, smiling happily,
laughing
laughing
laughing

I know they cannot see me,
I am like their shadow
I am around, But alarmingly
they don't know.

In the dark parts of the theatre I hide
Look closer, maybe this time you'll see
Have you ever felt that you were being watched?
Have you ever thought that you were breaking a heart?
Have you ever thought
that you might be breaking my heart?

Ms.

Don't Freak Out

Don't freak out, everything is okay
Don't freak out, everything is okay.
The computer's just messed up, I tell myself.
What a bad omen for such a lovely day.

My computer is not contacting with Blogger,
My computer tells me I have to import my things,
My computer won't send my email to my bestfriend,
who is asking about the books I lent her.

Don't freak out, everything is okay
Don't freak out, everything is okay.
The computer's just messed up, I tell myself.
What a bad omen for such a lovely day.