Pity

I saw his caring, caring face
And my brain was out of place.
He did not love me, no not at all;
He pitied me, and that's all.

How stupid was I then?
I should have put two and two together
I should have known not to try to bear
Those feelings that shouldn't have been there.

I find a picture of him and I try to glare,
But somehow all I can do is stare
Stare into those gorgous, gentle brown eyes
The same whom I should despise,
For I am not one to be pitied well.

Next I see him again, with a friend;
He hugged her and I tried not to bend my guard,
Oh, I can not tell you how hard it was, hard
But I managed.

I see him later, and he hugs me,
Saying he meant to do that earlier, saying sorry
And as the akward embrace followed,
I tryed not to feel happy.

Seeing You Through The Mask

Enchanting as always, you seem to not notice what your mere glance can do

No one can ever tell you how much light you shine through

Tomorrow means nothing without a today with you

I am always thinking of you, yearning for your presence

Carefully hiding behind a carefully-made mask

Eternally waiting to rejoice.

Momentous

Cherish the moment, all ye that live
Cherish the moment like I once did.

Cherish the moment, sweet or sour
Savor each second, each minute, each hour.

Cherish the moment, go on, what do you have to lose?
Just the crying of your mother, just the sunny day to muse

Yes, cherish the moment like I once did
Maybe you'll learn more from it and have a chance to live.

Roads

I am trudging as if in swamp mud;

For that is what poets do,

When they are in a merciless writers-block,

In search of inspirations to pursue.



I am trudging, trudging,

That I guess you know by now;

I am trudging on an everlasting road,

Full of thoughtless, mocking suggestions.



Who is mocking me?

Why, the road itself!

Don't look at me like I'm crazy,

I swear that it is true.



The road is full of turns

waiting for me to take just one step into a fork,

In order to tell me it was the wrong side of the road!

Oh pitiless road!



And so I trudge on.