Pity

I saw his caring, caring face
And my brain was out of place.
He did not love me, no not at all;
He pitied me, and that's all.

How stupid was I then?
I should have put two and two together
I should have known not to try to bear
Those feelings that shouldn't have been there.

I find a picture of him and I try to glare,
But somehow all I can do is stare
Stare into those gorgous, gentle brown eyes
The same whom I should despise,
For I am not one to be pitied well.

Next I see him again, with a friend;
He hugged her and I tried not to bend my guard,
Oh, I can not tell you how hard it was, hard
But I managed.

I see him later, and he hugs me,
Saying he meant to do that earlier, saying sorry
And as the akward embrace followed,
I tryed not to feel happy.

Breaking in the Dark

Darkness swallows all
As I sit here, it consumes me;
I watch my bestfriend with him,
Whispering sweetly, smiling happily,
laughing
laughing
laughing

I know they cannot see me,
I am like their shadow
I am around, But alarmingly
they don't know.

In the dark parts of the theatre I hide
Look closer, maybe this time you'll see
Have you ever felt that you were being watched?
Have you ever thought that you were breaking a heart?
Have you ever thought
that you might be breaking my heart?

Ms.

Look Into My Eyes

Look into my eyes
Do you see it?
Do you see the pain,
The sorrow?

Look into my eyes
Look now,
Memorize the tears
It won't be there tommorow.

Look into my eyes
Do you see it?
No, you won't now
You'll never see the pain I felt,
You'll never see that tear be shead,
You will never see my sorrow................................

...........................Again.

M.s.